All I want to do is sculpt, really.
But every year the holidays seem to bring along disaster. For example, last December? My best friends house burned down. Pretty sure I have a DA Journal entry from that event too..
This December, my big sister started seeing flashes of light in her eye. Long story short, she has a medium sized tumor in her eye and it's ocular melanoma. I've never even heard of this until now. She's having a CT scan next week to make sure cancer hasn't spread anywhere else in her body. She will be having surgery to remove the tumor, but could potentially lose her eye. If she doesn't, it probably won't work properly ever again.
Last week, my grandma had a major stroke. She seemed to be turning around, only thing being affected was her speech. Then she started having seizures. Doctors put her in a coma to stop the seizures, however, she isn't waking up from her coma and tomorrow she's probably going to be taken off the ventilator.
Needless to say, my nerves are shot. I can't focus on anything. I don't have much family.
I just wanted to get some of that out into the endless abyss that is the Internet.